I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
‘cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
‘cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
‘cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away
Labels: broken
8:56 PM
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
&& i think of u every night~
=(
made for a certain person...hope she reads this one day...haix
At first sight,
She had something none of the others had,
To me she stood out,
It all seemed like I could chase her to the ends of the Earth,
Just to say I love you,
Even if she said I don't,
Her face is burned and permanently pressed in my mind,
Her face brings me joy and sorrow,
The joy of seeing her face,
But the sorrow of her maybe not loving me the way I love her,
Just the joy of seeing her face gets me through the day,
My love for her is stronger than any material in this universe,
But she doesn't know how much I do,
The pain of not being able to talk to her,
The pain of not seeing her in person,
The pain of not being with her,
It seems unbareable,
That one time of holding her hand when she was scared,
I never wanted it to end,
My love seems unbreakable,
I can't stop thinking of her,
Not for one minute of the day,
So all I can do is try to get a message to her,
It's that I love her,
And there's nothing anyone can do about it,
Yet I'm the only one that love her,
And I will try everything to get her in this One Sided Love,
But it might only be that,
This One Sided Love.
2:21 PM
Saturday, October 18, 2008
&& i think of u every night~
im back after bz celebrating raya with family n friends haha...
6th october:
raya outing with Fira, Ain, Hilmi(who joined us abit later in the day), Dee, Hilmi(mimi), Ilma, Haruda and Din...Tini was supposed to join us but due to some circumstances she couldnt but its alrite ^^
I was the first one to arrive at bedok int...being 20mins early decided to meet ain first under her block cos i would have been very bored in the int alone lol...after meeting her...fira called saying she has reached the meeting place...sorry that eventho u didnt reach first u had to wait for us =p
Then waited for Din for 30mins to reach...n 10mins after that the rest finally arrived...
first we went to Tini's house...the girls were all over her 18mths old nephew which was kinda funny cos he would start to cry when they tried to get close to him but was happy when any of the guys were around...dap dup dap dup we were otw to our next destination which was...........................................Din's house...who would have known that he was my neighbour b4 my family moved to tampines hahaha....ate some kueh2 drank some drinks...den next was to ain's house...somethings happened but i do not want to say wat happened so do ask lol...well all the way on the bus i sat with fira on the bus =D
but was talkin bout the thing that happened while disturbing din in the process...sorry din hehe...
well almost missed out stop cos everybody was soo engrossed with a big conversation between ourselves..haha...
next destination Hilmi's(emi) house....den hilmi mimi's house...den to ilma's house...den to dee's house all located at pasir ris...
had pizza at mimi's house...nice! haha...at dee's house was nice n funny haha...sat with fira n watched tv with her...n i just found out that she was afraid of cats eventho she denies it haha...she screamed into my ears when hilmi pushed one of dee's cats towards us haha....
den went to my house...thankfully dee's dad sent us to my place so we didnt have to waste time waiting for a bus haha...but too bad we couldnt go to fira's house nor could she come to my house cos she had to go home....lain kali k u =)
well at ard 12midnite haruda came back with his dad's car to fetch the rest of them home...
all in all it was a great day....esp for me who made 4 new friends hehe...
no pics now waiting for ain to send them to me...
7th october:well slept at 3am after the outing...n had to wake up at 5am! hahaha...had to go to work at tiong bahru...faizal, hilmi, thoufic, vincent, adeline and i became invidulators for some psle papers wahaha hard to believe but true...well had to report to work at 7am...all of us were like 30mins late cos "some" of us got lost so the rest of us had to wait for them outside...
the job was ok just got irritated by some of those hyper active boys who do not want to listen to instructions until they were being scolded...den went to jurong east to hand in our time sheet...
n had our lunch...at 2+pm...brunch for me since i didnt have any food or drinks for breakfast...
after lunch hilmi n i went to woodlands to meet ain...but when we do reach woodlands...hilmi n i went to the causewaypoint arcade to play some bike game...i lost to him...but ill win next time!! haha...well finally went to find ain who was studying with her friend at banquet...den went to mac...hilmi n i finally made our way back home from woodlands at 8:30pm cos we were bloody tired n sleepy haha...reached home to a house full of strangers(parent's friends which i dunno)...
8th october:
gonna meet hilmi later again haha...to go gym maybe n to book our ns medical checkup in sch...
to fira: u jage diri baik2 tau during the camp n im sorry i tk dapat g..=)
7:56 AM
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
&& i think of u every night~
