ARGH!
i cant take it anymore since u hate me soo much...until u make me feel like im not even
a fren of urs!!!...i give up!!!...ill get out from ur blissful life with whoever...i MIGHT be around if u want
me to be...but if not den ull just wont see me... i would say im sorry for everything
but im not! cos i dun think ive ever done anything wrong towards u!...i just guess
im not allowed to love or wont be loved by anybody...but who gives a shit about
me rite?tts rite nobody....
i just hope my perangai wont revert back to how it was during sec sch...
thx but no thx...
n im gonna say sorry to 2 friends...1) sorry tau plan tk jadi =(
2)sorry menyusahkan kau
below is an original song meant for her with some help from a very close
friend...too bad tk menjadi my hajat to sing it for her:
c e
pertama kali ku melihat dirimu
a d
Ku rasa mesranya di hatiku
c e
Senyummu ayu, menawan hatiku
a d
ku ingin mu selalu
c e
Aku merasa, dirimu adalah
a d
seorang insan indah manisnya
c e
Akan ku bina, istana
a d
dan juga permata ah.
c g
aku disini serbegini
a d
tetap menunggumu selalu
c g
Aku tkkan menjadi bekas-bekasmu
a d
yg selalu memusnahkan hatimu
c/e/a/d x2
c e
pertama kali ku mendengar suaramu
a d
oh manis nya, ayu sunggunya
c e
suara manis merdu sang bayu
a d
sedap didengar selalu
c e
Aku merasa, dirimu adalah
a d
seorang insan indah manisnya
c e
Akan ku bina, istana
a d
dan juga permata ah.
c g
aku disini serbegini
a d
tetap menunggumu selalu
c g
Aku tkkan menjadi bekas-bekasmu
a d
yg selalu memusnahkan hatimu
c g
akn ku siram cinta ku yg suci
a d
utk menjadi bukti....
c g
aku akn sbr utk memiliki mu
a d
sentiasa berada untukmu
c/e/a/d
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n below is a poem meant 4 her but hajat tk sampai to give it to her
I want to call you
but your not there
I want to see you
but you dont care
I want to tell you i love you
but you would probably ignore me
I want to kiss you
but you would turn away
I want to hold you
and tell you everything will be alright
I want you to care
even if its only a little
And when I tell you this
I want us to be more
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once again GOOD BYE
10:23 PM
Thursday, November 6, 2008
&& i think of u every night~
