haix...really hate to start a post on a bad note but haix im feeling soo useless rite abt now...but who gives a shit rite?
day started ok...quite fun actually...but then things went downhill...from good to bad to worse...something happened to a very good friend of mine...i consider him like my brother already...who has always been there for me through thick n thin...well something happened just now that i would not disclose because i respect the person's privacy...well i currently feel freakin useless because this person has always been there helping me...but this time when he is in need i feel as though i cant do anything to help him...all of u who know me well enough would noe that i dun like seeing any of my friends sad or having watever negative feelings...it hurts me seeing them suffer....be it my bestest of best friends or just a normal friend....
nw all i can do is give this advice to that person hope he reads this..."take all of this as a test from Allah...just pray cos i know i always pray for u n all my friends...you have your family, your friends, and also me this bro of yours. I dont mind being a punching bag for a friend, or a listening ear...heck i would even be the shoulder for any of my friends to cry on".
well thats all before tears start dropping =(
10:50 PM
Monday, March 23, 2009
&& i think of u every night~
hmm today spent the whole day with 2 friends with some ups n downs....n i spent the whole day thinking abt this 1 person i really care about...because kinda worried about that person(only these 2 friends of mine know who im talking about)...den on the way to bedok this one song started to play from my mp3 which really almost made me cry...i would have if one of my friends didnt say, "Rafi muka macam nak nangis seh." which made me control myself from crying...the song that played was 'Real Love' by Messari....here r the lyrics....
Chorus
Girl)Girl, im going out of my mind(mind)
and even though i dont really know you(you)
and plus im feeling im running out of time
im waiting for the moment i can show you(show you)
and baby girl i want u to know, im watching you go ,im watching you pass me by
its real love that that you dont know about...
Baby i was there all alone.. when you'd be doing things i would watch you
i'd picture you and me all alone .. im wishing you was someone i can talk to
i gotta get you out of my head but baby girl i gotta see you once again(again)
its real love that you dont know about..
Chorus
its real love that that you dont know about...
Every now and now i go to sleep, i couldn't stop dreaming about you
your love is got me feeling kinda weak.. i really cant see me without you
and now u're running around in my head im never gonna let you slip away again(again)
its real love that that you dont know about...
Every now and then when i watch you... i wish that i could tell you that i want you
if i can have the chance to talk with to you.. if i get up the chance to walk with you
then i would stop holding it in ..and never have to go through this again (again)
its real love that you dont know about..
Chorus
its real love that that you dont know about...
Today when i saw you alone... i knew had to come up and approach you
coz girl i really gotta let you know ...all about the things you made me go through
and now she looking at me in the eye and now you get me open and now you dreaming
again(again)
its real love that that you dont know about...
Every now and then when i watch you... i wish that i could tell you that i want you
if i can have the chance to talk to with you.. if i get up the chance to walk with you
then i would stop holding it in and never have to go through this again (again)
its real love that you dont know about..
Chorus
its real love that you dont know about..
You're the one that i wanna know thatti can take it from me nononoo
even thought i dont really know you.. i gotta lotta love i wanna show you
and youd be right there infront of me.. i see you passing infront of me nonono
girl i need ur love ...baby i need ur love
11:03 PM
Friday, March 13, 2009
&& i think of u every night~
