haix...really hate to start a post on a bad note but haix im feeling soo useless rite abt now...but who gives a shit rite?
day started ok...quite fun actually...but then things went downhill...from good to bad to worse...something happened to a very good friend of mine...i consider him like my brother already...who has always been there for me through thick n thin...well something happened just now that i would not disclose because i respect the person's privacy...well i currently feel freakin useless because this person has always been there helping me...but this time when he is in need i feel as though i cant do anything to help him...all of u who know me well enough would noe that i dun like seeing any of my friends sad or having watever negative feelings...it hurts me seeing them suffer....be it my bestest of best friends or just a normal friend....
nw all i can do is give this advice to that person hope he reads this..."take all of this as a test from Allah...just pray cos i know i always pray for u n all my friends...you have your family, your friends, and also me this bro of yours. I dont mind being a punching bag for a friend, or a listening ear...heck i would even be the shoulder for any of my friends to cry on".
well thats all before tears start dropping =(
10:50 PM
Monday, March 23, 2009
&& i think of u every night~
