been a while since i blogged...blog seems kinda dead aint it?haha
well been sick since friday...it sux really...gonna have my medical checkup for spf on 2nd july...really2 need to be well by then...
and emotionally i have been down in the dumps...hais....people who r my msn contacts might notice my nick...saying "wanna be someone to the somebody i love"...i do mean it n i still mean it...
and to 2 certain people...sorry for venting my anger at both of u the other day and thx for being there for me...u guys rock...haha...
well wrote something a few weeks back here it is:
At first sight, She had something none of the others had, To me she stood out, It all seemed like I could chase her to the ends of the Earth, Just to say I love you, Even if she said I don't,
Her face is burned and permanently pressed in my mind, Her face brings me joy and sorrow, The joy of seeing her face, But the sorrow of her not loving me the way I love her, Just the joy of seeing her face gets me through the day, My love for her is stronger than any material in this universe, But she doesn't know how much I do,
The pain of not being able to talk to her, The pain of not seeing her in person, The pain of not being with her, It seems unbearable,
That one time of holding her hand when she was scared, I never wanted it to end, My love seems unbreakable, I can't stop thinking of her, Not for one minute of the day,
So all I can do is try to get a message to her, It's that I love her, And there's nothing anyone can do about it, Yet I'm the only one that love her, And I will try everything to get her in this One Sided Love, But it might only be that, This One Sided Love.
8:52 PM
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
&& i think of u every night~
yesterday was 15th June 2009 so happy bday Hilda !! =D well in morning met up with nisa at whitesands n decided to wait for hilda at the lib....waited for like an hr...when hilda finally managed to find us in the lib...we gave her this dare to take a pic with any random stranger she can find in the lib
well after this...the 3 of us went to vivo to meet rab n hilmi...suddenly found out they were on the same train as us so i decided for the 3 of us to drop at ct hall first n make a detour to give rab n hilmi time to reach vivo first lol...when we finally reach vivo...had lunch...n finaally another dare for her to do at vivo which was recorded by nisa n i
after this, rab, hilmi, hilda, nisa and i went on our way to marina sq...got lost cos we missed our stop so...nvm r adventure rite guys?haha...well teserempak with abg amir and kak zura at citylink...well finally reach marina sq met their friends...alisha and liyana(sorry if i spell any of ur names wrongly)...hilda's dare this time was to find a stranger to wish a happy bday n i got to record it...sorry if sound abit soft
after all of it was done we said goodbye to alisha n liyana....n made our way to paragon...reaching paragon we had to go around finding khai n nisha...when we finally found them hilda was dared to do 17 jumping jacks like in the middle of the walkway infront of paragon n once again i recorded it haha...
after that was over we were walking ard not telling hilda where we were going ended up at spenelli(nora's workplace) where nora, wai kit, aisyah and aleeya were waiting for us with 2 bday cakes for the bday girl =D we had cake n after that we like passed our gifts to hilda... hope u like our gifts =D well initially after that we planned to go karaoke but bday girl, nora, wai kit, aleeya, khai and nisha had to go off so we decided to go E!hub to play pool instead...i won 5 games out of the 5 games i played hehe =p hilda n aleeya rejoined us after a while at e!hub n finally went home n got my well deserved rest =p
below would be a random pic taken at vivo other pics will be posted in aisyah's blog soon thx hilda for being soo great n doing all our embarassing dares...do show mercy for my bday =p
10:49 PM
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
&& i think of u every night~
well yesterday was was involved in a road accident in the morning at bedok...which also happens to be my first ever accident behind the wheel...bangged into the back(left hand side) of another car...which sux...luckily the guy decided not to claim insurance...but i have to pay for the repairs of both cars which would make me around $1000 poorer maybe...hopefully less...
well i feel like my life is kinda insignificant...i should learn from my mistakes....2009 is the suckiest year so far...i said so far cos life might get worse...feel like watever i do in life isnt significant...so y should i continue trying...hais
12:48 PM
Monday, June 8, 2009
&& i think of u every night~
alone
From the second you walked out the door (Door) Hard to believe you ain't here anymore (All the memories) From the minute that you ran away (Away) I just can't seem to stop living in yesterday (Yesterday) I tried to go to sleep (I tried to go to sleep) But all I can see is you next to me (Talking 'bout a family) Trying not to weep But i can't seem to help what i feel
And I, I, I, I Don't wanna be alone anymore Cause it's breaking me inside And I, I, I, I I've been left that way to many times before And that's not what it's about I can do the things I like Go out every single night But that's not what I want, that's not what I want All the money in the world, it doesn't mean a thing when your alone Your alone
Now you're not here to tell me "No" (No) What I gotta do or where I gotta go (Gotta be happy) I guess I really should have known Now i can't even get you on the telephone (Oh) I'm trying to be strong (Strong) Telling myself I can make it on my own, yeah Cause baby since you've gone I just can't see myself with anyone
Oh I, I, I, I Don't wanna be alone anymore Cause it's breaking me inside And I, I, I, I I've been left that way to many times before And that's not what it's about I can do the things I like Go out every single night But that's not what I want, that's not what I want All the money in the world, it doesn't mean a thing when your alone Your alone
I don't wanna be the one no more Your the only one that i adore This time we got to put things right I really need you in my life Really feel that i let you down I was lost back then but now Can't stand the rain without your love
I, I, I, I Don't wanna be alone anymore Cause it's killing me inside (and now) And I, I, I, I I've been left that way to many times before And that's not what it's about (not what it's about) I can do the things I like (yeah yeah) Go out every single night But that's not what I want, that's not what I want (no, no) All the money in the world, it doesn't mean a thing when your alone
I, I, I, I Don't wanna be alone anymore
12:44 AM
Thursday, June 4, 2009
&& i think of u every night~
ZS JRNZWERN CCRDPRC XWRKLIERXFIRKZWRTWKKWI?
: RCFMWRZWI =(
only certain ppl would know how to read this
8:55 PM
Monday, June 1, 2009
&& i think of u every night~
the ROCKER
Rafiuddin B Md Sodri
5 september 1989
single
adores
cars n bikes anything thats fast
food, games, sports
bestfriend, close friends
her
irks
BACKSTABBERS
MATS
MINAHS
especially those that tk sedar diri
lets see....
i wish for a good amplifier
ibanez guitar
wrx sti
Nissan GTR 34/35
mercedes Mclaren SLR
r125/super 4/r1
graduate
get atleast masters degree if can
