been a while since i blogged...blog seems kinda dead aint it?haha
well been sick since friday...it sux really...gonna have my medical checkup for spf on 2nd july...really2 need to be well by then...
and emotionally i have been down in the dumps...hais....people who r my msn contacts might notice my nick...saying "wanna be someone to the somebody i love"...i do mean it n i still mean it...
and to 2 certain people...sorry for venting my anger at both of u the other day and thx for being there for me...u guys rock...haha...
well wrote something a few weeks back here it is:
At first sight,
She had something none of the others had,
To me she stood out,
It all seemed like I could chase her to the ends of the Earth,
Just to say I love you,
Even if she said I don't,
Her face is burned and permanently pressed in my mind,
Her face brings me joy and sorrow,
The joy of seeing her face,
But the sorrow of her not loving me the way I love her,
Just the joy of seeing her face gets me through the day,
My love for her is stronger than any material in this universe,
But she doesn't know how much I do,
The pain of not being able to talk to her,
The pain of not seeing her in person,
The pain of not being with her,
It seems unbearable,
That one time of holding her hand when she was scared,
I never wanted it to end,
My love seems unbreakable,
I can't stop thinking of her,
Not for one minute of the day,
So all I can do is try to get a message to her,
It's that I love her,
And there's nothing anyone can do about it,
Yet I'm the only one that love her,
And I will try everything to get her in this One Sided Love,
But it might only be that,
This One Sided Love.
8:52 PM
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
&& i think of u every night~
